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41. Little Deaths / Little Delights

Lordy, Lordy, Jan is certainly forty. This is what mid 20s feel to me.


East

Once you’ve rinsed clean

we drive Oeste with my hands

up and over, wondering

This and that about

the mountain formations

the calcium levels

the ghosts and

especially

Why I am doing what I am

How hard it’d be 

to lose someone like you

Or this can of beer

And in this skew we’re  passing

a set of pastel castles in dirt

Dry greenery

A merry-go-round

And it’s all empty

too big to be overgrown 

So I cry

and we stare

at it and we pretend

I’m not feeling much anything

at all


・゜゜・.


My partner asked me late last night, unsolicited, I think my heart just stopped. Do you think you’re reincarnated? I said, Oh please let it beat yet still. This is something that has troubled me for many years. This is something that has troubled me for many years, I say, I think I am a relatively spiritual person in my own divine ways, and through that, I feel as though I should or would identify with a past life. But I don’t. But I don’t, I said, I don’t feel very new, though. I wish so differently for myself. So I think, maybe, just maybe, a life I held before was related to nature. Then my best friend messaged me, I hate when I can hear a roommate crying from the next room. I don’t know. It’s not easy to keep both your mind and heart open simultaneously. Everything is new to me, I say, and the Universe says, Everything is new for you


・゜゜・.

LITTLE DEATHS

  • The week passing before you know it :(

  • Partiful? Somehow still social media

  • Fear of flossing. Get on the boat or drown, toothless


LITTLE DELIGHTS 

  • The week passing before you know it :) 

  • Sugar deposits. A sweet treat at the end of a long day, at the end of a short day, at the end of your wits.

  • Colleen. My favorite composer. Find her here in order to find me.


With burning loins,


FROM THE HOT LITERATI UNIVERSE

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